so last night was amazing. (it was last night cause it's friday feb. 6th at 12:02 am and this happened from about 9:30-11:30pm on the 5th) martha finally got david to hang out with us! so w whole bunch of us, like 15 ppl, went to bj's after college group. we were there forever but it was so much fun. i sat diagonal to david and he was making me laugh the whole night. i still don't really know how i feel about him. at this point i feel like a really like him. but then i dont know if i can really see myself with him. i just really don't know. but right now i'm so fine just being friends with him. i have so much fun with him and that's all that matters :) i can't even remember everything we laughed about. but it was a good night. oh frank, kelsey hansens boyfriend poured salt in my hair. he's such a butt head. and david sat there and watched him do it and didn't say anything. oh then someone kept putting my windshield wipers up on my car and i kept blaming it on frank. then david told me he did it one night and couldn't stop laughing about it cause i was in the middle of yelling at frank for it. it was pretty funny. the only thing that put a damper on tonight was of course... michelle francisco. she was sitting right next to me, in front of david, and i wanted to slap her so many times. she's just so inconsiderate of other ppl. i'll be in the middle of a conversation with david and she'll interrupt us and not feel sorry about it. or right after we finish talking she'll grab his attention and not let him talk to anyone else for a while. it's so frustrating. i'm sure i'm overreacting but it's just really annoying. so yeah, ranting done.
we're gonna plan another movie night and he's gonna come. except it's gonna be a scary movie night. eek. i hate scary movies. but im sure the whole time we'll just laugh anyway and not even really pay attention. but it'll make for good memories!
today my parents, bethany and i are flying up to san jose to visit my brother brandon and his family. i get to meet my niece for the first time and i can't wait! she's already almost a month old. i can't wait to hold her. and i get to see peyton and hear her say my name! i think that's the best.
oh tuesday night at home group we watched a whole bunch of videos of little kids on youtube. the whole time i was ooing and awing over the little kids, like i always do. i constantly had a big smile on my face cause i love kids. every once and a while i would look over at david and he'd be watching me with a big smile on his face. it made me happy. gosh. i feel like david and i would be so good together. we have so much in common and we always have so much fun, but for some reason i can't picture myself with him. i wonder if that's supposed to be my way of knowing we aren't supposed to be together. idk. whatev. lol.
well it's 12:20. dang, i havn't stayed up this late in a long time. so i'm going to bed.
tonight... well last night, was amazing.
